MISS 'S'....

after two months of staying home and doing nothing,now i'm back in action....hehehehehe. a lot of things had happened to me throughout these two months. one of it would be i'd turned 18 just a few weeks ago. since i'm officially 18 now, there are a lot of things in me that should have been changed by me. one of it would be my attitude. as what my parents had been saying to me before this, i should have change my attitude once i'm 18 and i should have at least try to behave like an adult and not a kids anymore. another thing that should have been changed would be the way i'm thinking. i'm going to start thinking as an adult after this and a lot of people keep on emphasising to me that 18 would be the ideal age to start my very own love life....really??IT'S NONSENSE!!~~~ hahahahaha....and just two days after turning 18, i had to pack my things up and say goodbye to my lovely house and hello to KUIS...on that very particular day that i had to leave Alor Setar, i had a mix feeling, happy but at the same time sad : ((..... as time pass by, i had managed once again to adapt myself with current life and it means that i had to face whatever that i had to here in KUIS including the so-called responsible miss 's'....she's the most irresponsible person that i've ever met so far which i really wish that i could just kick her away...although i've been trying my hardest to stay away from her,she keep on haunting me and keep on pissing me off!!! miss 's' a.k.a miss irresponsible who had been assigned by the someone to be such a nice and responsible senior was not doing her job well, and infact she's trying to ruin her reputation as a senior of mine (i think so...)....this particular sissy miss 's' might not know me well. i may look and be nice, but please do not challenge me to do something bad my dear miss 's' as i'm seriously capable on doing bad things. and on more thing that you should bear in mind miss 's', i hold grudge for such a long time...if you keep on treating me like this, i'll treat you as how i treat the cause of my appendicitis,chillies, which is by EATING it~~!!! muahahahahah..... so,the conclusion would be, I'M EXTREMELY STRESSED AND IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU MISS 'S'!!!! you've did this to me before and and now you did it for the second time... if this couldn't be settled before the upcoming aidiladha, instead of having a cow for qurban, i would have you replacing the cow as the cow won't do anything harm towards me but you keep on inventing such a silly problem that at the end of the day, i'm the one who had to face the consequences of your stupidity and not you yourself!!!...and i won't hesitate of doing this if this matter remain unsettled. so to miss 's', please behave like a big sister,senior, and so on to me and the rest of your junior and i'm begging you, please stop being such a ridiculous person ever...and one more thing, please be a responsible person and do your job as sincere as you could as if you don't do so, you would only making you look like an imbecile .....

p/s: please pray to miss 's' that she would change herself before she got expossed and embarrassing herself infront of other people.....

MID TERM IS OVER!!!!!!!!

after weeks of struggling with exam papers, atlast, IT'S OVER!!!!!!! hahahahahaha..... what a relieve. although mid term is over, another thing which is bigger would be faced by me in less than a month, it is no other than the FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually, i got mix feelings regarding facing the final. i'm excited and at the same time i'm nervous.....the reason why i'm excited would be it means that as soon as final is over, i'm going home, back to the place where i belong, where your love is always been enough for me~~~ ( suddenly daughtry's home popped up in my mind...heheheheheh... : P) but at the same time, i'm nervous as this would be the first i would be facing final still as a student but at a higher level and believe me, the level of intensity is even more high than what i had faced before this in school. so, as the result of knowing that the intensity is way higher then before, i had started doing a little bit of revision ( when i mentioned "a little bit", it really means a little....hehehehehehe). i think i miss aloq staq very badly these days. there is something that could prove to you how bad i miss my bloody hometown. last 2 days, i was browsing the net when suddenly the idea of visiting air asia's website to survey availability of the plane ticket on teh 3rd of september as i'm sure that i'll be able to go home by that particular date, suddenly crossed my mind and guess what, i almost click the 'book' button!!! hehehehehehe....it's too obvious that i can't wait to go home. anyway, history of english rock!!!!!!!! the question that was given this morning to me was not that difficult as what i had expected earlier on. if only i emphasised more on the latin words that had been borrowed into english, i'm sure that i had been able to anwser all the question with such a peace of mind....but there's nothing more that i could have done now, except for praying to Allah that i'll be able to pass the paper.....huhuhuhuhuhuhu : p

WHAT A DAY.......

shinee's latest album had been released today!!! it's such a good news for me and also the rest of shinee world....but today, everything that i've done was such in vain. since i woke up this morning until at the very particular moment where i'm sitting in front of my laptop and updating my blog, everything is in vain!!! it all started this morning this morning when my friend yana was on our way to the national language class and we are only several steps away from the class where suddenly another friend of mine, shifaa, had approach us and told us that the class was cancelled...WHAT???!!! why didn't someone sms me earlier on?? it takes such a huge courage to get up from my heaven-like yet comfy bed, had such a cold bath and dressed up just to go the class you know!!!! nevermine.......move on to another thing that had happened to me on my bad 'hair' day was that i had to cope with the antique of a senior of mine. i don't know what's wrong with her today, but the way she talked to me this morning as if i had just commit a sin for not being able to to get the approval letter from the JPM for the program that we would conduct this weekend. HELLOOOO....please remember that you are my senior and you are supposed to teach me how to do all of these things and not just putting the blame on me!!!!!!!!!!! besides, she even doesn't know how to be punctual and show her junior some good attitudes. we had promised that we are going to meet at the mosque during maghrib so that i can show her the work that she asked me to do it before hand. i had clearly stated that we are going to meet during maghrib, but sadly she didn't showed up and because i got class at 8, i just went to the class without informing her anything. she arrived during isya' and keep on calling me so that i could meet her at that very particular time. i had told you sis, I GOT CLASS AT 8 TILL 10PM TODAY!!!!!! and now, another bad thing is currently happening to me, i got gastric pain as the result of not having a proper meal while breaking fast this evening....huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu. hopefully tomorrow would be a better day for me and others to... : p

FRESHIE....

life as a freshie.....it may be awful for some people, but as for me so far, it's such a great experience. i have to admit that at first i was worried if i might get bullied by the seniors and so on , but none of it had happened to me so far. i'm kinda lucky having such a cheerful, chaotic yet bubly roomate and housemates. kak saidah,kak shaz, acot, yana and rini, although we never met and know each other before this, we had become a family at the very first moment we first met each other. it's great for a person like me who basically had no elder sister and the eldest back home, suddenly own 5 big sisters at once. hahahaha..yeah2,it's true....as the fact that i was born on october the 18th, i had become the youngest a.k.a maknae in this house!! at first, it was kinda awkward as i don't know how to interact with them, but after having a long nice talk with them one night, i do know how to interact with them and how to be around them at last...what a lousy girl i am????!!!! hahahahaha....now,let's move on to another thing that i had went through and still going through as a DELS student. have you heard of things like anglo-saxon,wessex,beowulf and etc. seriously, i never heard of these things before and frankly speaking, even if i heard about these things before, i wouldn't be interested to know more about it ( except if someone offering me a lot of money if i know something about this thing ) : p but this is the truth that i have to as a DELS student. i used to be a student who hated history ( no matter what history it's all about except for the history of my favourite korean boyband ). once i'm here,i have to face double dose of histories.hahahahaha.....i have to bear the history of malaysia and also history of english language when i was first informed about this, i was like what on earth is this thing is all about, but after i had met the lecturer and be in the class for almost 2 months, i have to confess that my dear family,friends and whoever read this, i'm a history lover!!!!!! a big shout-out to the bubly madam nujaidah who had made me a die-hard fan of the history of english.... : p

new life,new world,new ambience...

pheww...after struggling for quite sometimes in order to in this whold new life, i had finally became a blogger. HOORAY!!! it's kinda difficult at the very beginning to adapt myself here in KUIS, but luckily i do have people who are very supportive towards whatever things that i wanted to do. frankly speaking, i never ever imagined that i would be able to leave my parents, family and frienda back home for quite a long time. back in school, the only thought that keep on running through my mind was i would become a TESL graduate one day, but it seems like the Almighty had planned something even more greater for me way ahead. instead of TESL, He had made me a DELS graduate. hehehehehe.... although i kinda struggle with a couple of people in the class at first, now, it is not a problem no more to me. from day by day, i had learnt how to cope with those people and the result was great!! however, i still miss my parents, family and friends back home in alor setar. i still remembered how i used to sms my mom everyday just to let her know that i love and miss her and i also remember respectively the words that my mom used to reply to me, for example, "i love u very much", "i miss u kakak" and so on and suddenly my lil' bro would text me saying that my mom was crying while the both of use were sms-ing and also my best friends who keep on texting me and saying that they miss me very much. these people had made me even more stronger from day by day, and to my family and friends, I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH....................